Thursday, April 06, 2006
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i jus an idiot
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well.. dunno why... jus came and blog ba.. haiz.... nv slp last nite.. i feel so tired.. den when to hospital see grandma.. she so weak... haiz.. feel so sad to see her like tt...today though i am tired.. but i jus can mit her out of lunch ba... sms her... but in de end.. she nv reply mi.. i dunno whether wanna wait or go home.. c0s i really very very tired ler.. zhen de hao lei.. in de end.. i decide to wait.. i wait till 1.30 she no reply.. i tink she dun wan mit wo ler ba.. maybe she gt something on in sch ba... den dun disturb her ler... den i head home.. c0s i really wanna faint ler... haiz...reach home.. i saw her online.. guess wad.. i saw her nick written ISICKOFYOU~ omg.. izzit refering to me?i guess no ba.. i do nth oso.. at de hospital.. i tink alot.. shld i really let her go? shld i really really let her go? haiz.. i feel i am jus an idiot doin all these fer her these days.. i guess my friends are rite ba... she dun even care... feel like.. i was being used.. well.. tis is oso wad my friends said... nvm... suan ler ba.. i willin to do all these.. reach home.. i change my nick in msn... after a while i check back... guess wad? she change her nick too.. "GREATlols" i stun... well.. indeed.. wad my frien expected really came out... why? i choose not to believe...indeed... she treat mi good these days was jus repaying mi in maple... fine den.. i dun nid any repay frm her.. suan ler la.. jus treat it as i jus an idiot and foolish guy la... i cant touch her heart at all.. she dun even bother.. every ting i do fer her... she jus treat it nth.. no feeling? cold blooded? well.. once again.. i saw wen qing de view again.. completely de same.. i face de same problem... well... after so long.. i cant even touch ur heart.. and i dun wanna waste ur time oso... as fer de ans.. i dun wan and dun wish to noe too.. every has ended wif a full stop... i let go.. i really choose to let go.. no point ba.. i guess... after de mp3 returned.. every thing has ended wif a full stop...tis will be de last post and all memories will kept in here... i wun bother any more ler... ended... full stop... let go... frm today onwards.. u walk ur way.. i walk my way... i guess tis will be de happy endin u wish to hv ba.. friends or not... up to ur decide... well.. guys... last update here... take care... good luckStory Of JinngYi & Jacqueline has ended~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Thursday, April 06, 2006
