Thursday, March 16, 2006
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shld i be or nt happy?
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something has happen which i was damn shock.. hehe.. kinda excited? or shld i say happy like hell?Hmm.. today will be must last day of stress.. den can relax ler.. c0s everything over~ yeah... head to sch wif hairi.. find sharon to present wo de Web Page~ then to about 10 plus... wait fer arnold to finish his ppt slides.. c0s last min.. wahakakaka... guess wad? xiao tian shi wanna meet up... wanna return wo mp3... hehe.. i so happy sia... but oso tink quite alot.. izzit bec0s return mp3 liao den no more meet up? i dunno..suppose to be busy tis afternoon.. i push everything away jus to meet her... well.. power of love eh? LOL =x.. after my BCM presentation... den went to TM to meet her... wow.. so excited and nervous.. haha.. dun seems to be like normal self.. reached~ saw her.. haha.. i smile like shen jin bin.. LOL =x.. but is was slients.. dunno wad to tok about..head to interchange to take bus to CWP.. in the bus.. i dunno why.. was kinda normal when i started meetin her... but in the bus.. everything change.. seems irratated.. i dunno why.. wad i do? but.. after a while.. she was so normal talkin to me.. but few mins later feel irratated.. i jus wanna find something to tok too.. i dun wish there's any boring feelin while goin out wif mi..Reached CWP.. head to cathay... decided to watch dorm... den go food court eat.. c0s i haven eat.. things was so perfect... she started to tel mi her bros tings... talk alot.. chat so happy.. in de cinema.. same.. although she did scold mi fer dunno wad reason... but nvm...after de movie.. her mood change liao... dunno wad happen also.. jus go walk walk.. bring her see baby clothes (c0s nth to walk).. den she scold me... -.-" haiz.. maybe i done something wrong again ba.. i dun wanna spoil her mood so head to take bus home... in the bus... same.. beri quiet... den i took out my fone and on mp3 for her.. than she started to explore wo de fone.. nth fear to let her see.. than she say my song in de fone not nice.. -.-" den start playin game... den i teach her how to play.. so happy.. i saw her smile.. not to disturb her.. i close my eyes and rest...Reach TM... b4 reachin.. i ask her izzit possible we walk to her hse.. she say ok while playin my fone.. i so happy.. feel like going back to de past like we walk to her hse.. guess wad? disappointment... we alight.. she ask mi go home.. dun wan mi sent her home.. and she wanna take bus home... -.-" haiz.. heart so pain.. promise really meant to break? i dunno.. well.. i jus say a bye and left...mp3 nw wif mi already.. and i dunno whether there's any chances to meet her liao.. haiz.. i jus hope she is happy ba.. i guess there's lack of communication.. or she dun really wanna tok to mi? haiz.. i dunno...shld i be or nt happy?JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Thursday, March 16, 2006
