Thursday, April 06, 2006
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i jus an idiot
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well.. dunno why... jus came and blog ba.. haiz.... nv slp last nite.. i feel so tired.. den when to hospital see grandma.. she so weak... haiz.. feel so sad to see her like tt...today though i am tired.. but i jus can mit her out of lunch ba... sms her... but in de end.. she nv reply mi.. i dunno whether wanna wait or go home.. c0s i really very very tired ler.. zhen de hao lei.. in de end.. i decide to wait.. i wait till 1.30 she no reply.. i tink she dun wan mit wo ler ba.. maybe she gt something on in sch ba... den dun disturb her ler... den i head home.. c0s i really wanna faint ler... haiz...reach home.. i saw her online.. guess wad.. i saw her nick written ISICKOFYOU~ omg.. izzit refering to me?i guess no ba.. i do nth oso.. at de hospital.. i tink alot.. shld i really let her go? shld i really really let her go? haiz.. i feel i am jus an idiot doin all these fer her these days.. i guess my friends are rite ba... she dun even care... feel like.. i was being used.. well.. tis is oso wad my friends said... nvm... suan ler ba.. i willin to do all these.. reach home.. i change my nick in msn... after a while i check back... guess wad? she change her nick too.. "GREATlols" i stun... well.. indeed.. wad my frien expected really came out... why? i choose not to believe...indeed... she treat mi good these days was jus repaying mi in maple... fine den.. i dun nid any repay frm her.. suan ler la.. jus treat it as i jus an idiot and foolish guy la... i cant touch her heart at all.. she dun even bother.. every ting i do fer her... she jus treat it nth.. no feeling? cold blooded? well.. once again.. i saw wen qing de view again.. completely de same.. i face de same problem... well... after so long.. i cant even touch ur heart.. and i dun wanna waste ur time oso... as fer de ans.. i dun wan and dun wish to noe too.. every has ended wif a full stop... i let go.. i really choose to let go.. no point ba.. i guess... after de mp3 returned.. every thing has ended wif a full stop...tis will be de last post and all memories will kept in here... i wun bother any more ler... ended... full stop... let go... frm today onwards.. u walk ur way.. i walk my way... i guess tis will be de happy endin u wish to hv ba.. friends or not... up to ur decide... well.. guys... last update here... take care... good luckStory Of JinngYi & Jacqueline has ended~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Thursday, April 06, 2006
Monday, April 03, 2006
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maple maple maple
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is a long time since my last update huh... haha... yea.. i am back fer blog again... bz wif maple as usual... haha.. i lvl 77 ler wor.. wanna hit 80 b4 fri... c0s gt chalet ma....yea.. this few days... i guess and shld... feel happy ba... my timin of playin maple is really damn freak ler lor.. i wanna control.. but i cant.. c0s i am doin all these fer her.. xiao tian shi bought de wrong 2x exp card.. she bough 2am-6am and 2pm-6pm.. omg.. i have to find my ways to get map for her to train.. and to train wif her too.. my time if sleepin is 6am-1pm... i guess i am really an owl ler.. haha..these few days helpin her to find seller fer Sellin maple wand (DR). find till i buay tah han.. she oso quite impatient to use tt item oso.. c0s outside sell lower average wif high price.. not worth la.. finally.. found fer her... haha.. i hope she is happy ba... see her happy i oso happy eh.. lol.. she everyday like tt play maple.. wonder she gt study ma? c0s she slp and play nia.. kinda worry fer her studies... hai... i oso not her who... i guess she oso wun bother abt mi de ba.. i dunno ba.. i jus hope she dun neglect her studies... and continue jia you....chalet comin ler... i hope she will go ba.. really hope she will... but is is fri or sat BBQ... i guess she oso wanna play maple ba.. c0s de 2x exp card.. haiz.. i dunno la.. i jus hope to see her again.. i really hope too.. u guys tink she will go ma? i dunno eh... wish to see her again.. i hope to hv tt chance... =( well.. her att` towards mi change alot ler ba.. i feel a bit or attention from her.. but issit bec0s she wanna repay mi in maple? i hope she dun hv tt kinda of tinkin ba.. i dun wan bec0s of maple den treat mi so gd.. doin all these in maple is i wanna see her happy not to gain anything frm her.. i hope her att` that changes is out frm her out and nt c0s of maple.. haiz... i hope so ba.. anyway.. i still continue to try my best to please her in maple ba... i jus to see her smile in maple... i am happy ler.. is onli maple smile.. but is really touch my heart when i see her smile.. well.. good luck ler.. hope everything goes find in chalet... tata~hope wad u do is out from ur heart~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Monday, April 03, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
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Am i Tinkin too much?
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back again.. yea.. quite a few days not here blog.. well.. bz wif maple ba... lvl 72 ler.. hehe.. jia you... i wana hit lvl 80 soon... jia you..exam over.. hehe.. so happy.. holiday ler.. =)these day few days.. gt tok to my xiao tian shi.. in maple ba.. remember on sunday morning... 6am-11am.. was my 1st time.. trainin lvl wif her.. cant beleive.. her attiude towards wo change ler.. i can feel de a bit of attention frm her.. =D i am happy.. after she off at 11am... she sms mi.. sayin she cant make it at 1pm... =( but will come back at 6pm... but amos wanna train too.. so cant train wif her.. but she seems to be beri angry ler.. i dunno eh.. my fault ba.. haix...she helped mi alot in maple... open mistic door fer mi.. Holy Symbol me..c0s she priest ma.. i am jus a Hermit(assassin)... need to recharge my throwin stars.. really beri "kan xie" her.. one sad ting.. haix.. she gt maple BF again.. she tel mi tt guy buy many cash item fer her.. and treat her beri good.. diao eh.. i feel she so "xian shi" -.- she say.. maple stead oso nt real de.. hahaz.. wad does tt means? u guys tinkin wad i am tinkin? dunno? haha...tt day.. saw her nick.. saying... "eee.. siao... nt refering to u la.." -.-" izzit saying wo ma? or izzit really nt saying mi? i tink too much ler? dunno eh.. last nite.. saw her nick.. changed.. "I m learnin how to let, but forgetting how to go. i've knew how to go. Really a Big Differents" weird hor? dunno wad she tryin to say oso.. 1st part izzit tryin to gif mi chance to amend? dunno lei.. or tink too much? haix.. bu zhi dao.. in fact.. i can say.. her att towards mi changed ler.. but still tio say by her fer no reason ba.. but nvm ba. . hu ask mi treat her so bad... hehe...stupid Jasmine(chiyo94).. stop sayin PCC here and there la.. u see la... xiao tian shi oso ask wad is PCC liao.. still come ask mi sia.. i dun like gers say PCC eh.. nt nice to hear la.. k? well.. happy holidays fer me~ tata~i tink too much ler ma?JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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Regrets?
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yea.. back fer blog again huh? haha.. nw server down.. so came here write ba... nth much oso... slack at home fer today.. c0s no maple play eh...well.. these days normal? last nite.. played fer dunno how many hours... 2 lvl is a day? haha.. maple freak... sry fer those friends tt i nv reply u in msn.. bz maplin eh.. haha...gonna lvl 70 tis week.. i dun care ar... haha...YMCA camp comin ler.. yesh~! woot.. shoo happy.. Meteor chalet oso ba? still haven decide yet.. haha.. my pocket gonna poke gai fer tis month liao ler.. haix... i hope everything goes smoothly next month.. nt like tis month.. poor till can bang wall....she is getting online often ler.. well.. good sight.. can tok to her oso.. but.. i jus hope she dun get back addict to maple.. c0s.. i dun wish to see her result go down.. and oso.. i like de way she is nw without maple.. more lively... her msn nick.. izzit refering to me? yeah.. i regret alot... ur are rite in yr nick.. but i jus wanna say.. if i was given a chance and time flow back to de past... i rather choose nt to regret.. i choose to cherish.. but seems like.. i dun gain anything chance frm wad ur msn wrote... "sorry is wad i can gif" wad does tat means.. u think and consider hao ler? haiz... i dunno eh.. but all i can do nw is to wait patiently...I rather choose nt to regret~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Sunday, March 19, 2006
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stayin at home and be a full time maple~
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yea.. here fer another post... hehe... yea... projek handed in.. stayin at home to be a full time maple liao... gonna lvl up fast huh... haha~hmm... nt much these 2 days.. slack and choin maple.. go out play bball wif my friends? haha... hmm.. xiao tian shi back fer maple again? hehe... yeah.. she is.. see her online in maple.. make mi feel so happy.. haha...but den.. i jus dunno how to start to tok to her.. intend to go find her.. but she went back to victoria island~ =x.. instant sian... but nvm.. i change my char in victoria to find her.. wahakaka..~ chat and see her move around in maple... so happy... wanted to tok and play more wif her.. but i hv to go play bball ler... -.-"last nite... i was sleepin.. was awake by her~ haha~ but is ok.. askin mi to hunt 200 hector tails 200 white pang 100 yeti... -.-" i see liao.. eyes ji tao turn big.. omg~ haha.. she wana do quest.. but she die half way while hunting... so she ask mi to hunt fer her.. den i straight away say ok ler.. hehe.. but she wanted is tml afternoon.. so i set 8am... 4 hr to slp nia.. sad... but nvm...after she say gd nite.. i send her another sms.. hopin she will tink and consider my 0.01%.. but she nv reply.. haiz... next morning.. which is today.. damn god.. i over slp.. 1pm.. she sms mi... ask mi hunt hao ler ma..i say havent.. den she say nvm ler.. i haven brush teeth go hunt fer her liao... about 2pm i hunt hao ler.. phew~ go find her... den guess wad.. she wanna hunt seeds~ -.-" den ask mi help... den i help her ba... wif her frien jasmine.. hunt dao abt 5 plus.. den go brush teeth... LOL... so hungry.. den go eat.. after eat.. my turn to choin lvl ler.. haha.. right nw lvl 64.. yesh! 6 more lvl to 3rd job.. jia you...well.. thanx enard.. fer helpin mi scan de foto.. xie xie... and singling.. help mi do nice nice foto of mi and her.. hehe.. dunno why la.. i jus hope everyday will be happy... i jus it will be... tata~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Sunday, March 19, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
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shld i be or nt happy?
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something has happen which i was damn shock.. hehe.. kinda excited? or shld i say happy like hell?Hmm.. today will be must last day of stress.. den can relax ler.. c0s everything over~ yeah... head to sch wif hairi.. find sharon to present wo de Web Page~ then to about 10 plus... wait fer arnold to finish his ppt slides.. c0s last min.. wahakakaka... guess wad? xiao tian shi wanna meet up... wanna return wo mp3... hehe.. i so happy sia... but oso tink quite alot.. izzit bec0s return mp3 liao den no more meet up? i dunno..suppose to be busy tis afternoon.. i push everything away jus to meet her... well.. power of love eh? LOL =x.. after my BCM presentation... den went to TM to meet her... wow.. so excited and nervous.. haha.. dun seems to be like normal self.. reached~ saw her.. haha.. i smile like shen jin bin.. LOL =x.. but is was slients.. dunno wad to tok about..head to interchange to take bus to CWP.. in the bus.. i dunno why.. was kinda normal when i started meetin her... but in the bus.. everything change.. seems irratated.. i dunno why.. wad i do? but.. after a while.. she was so normal talkin to me.. but few mins later feel irratated.. i jus wanna find something to tok too.. i dun wish there's any boring feelin while goin out wif mi..Reached CWP.. head to cathay... decided to watch dorm... den go food court eat.. c0s i haven eat.. things was so perfect... she started to tel mi her bros tings... talk alot.. chat so happy.. in de cinema.. same.. although she did scold mi fer dunno wad reason... but nvm...after de movie.. her mood change liao... dunno wad happen also.. jus go walk walk.. bring her see baby clothes (c0s nth to walk).. den she scold me... -.-" haiz.. maybe i done something wrong again ba.. i dun wanna spoil her mood so head to take bus home... in the bus... same.. beri quiet... den i took out my fone and on mp3 for her.. than she started to explore wo de fone.. nth fear to let her see.. than she say my song in de fone not nice.. -.-" den start playin game... den i teach her how to play.. so happy.. i saw her smile.. not to disturb her.. i close my eyes and rest...Reach TM... b4 reachin.. i ask her izzit possible we walk to her hse.. she say ok while playin my fone.. i so happy.. feel like going back to de past like we walk to her hse.. guess wad? disappointment... we alight.. she ask mi go home.. dun wan mi sent her home.. and she wanna take bus home... -.-" haiz.. heart so pain.. promise really meant to break? i dunno.. well.. i jus say a bye and left...mp3 nw wif mi already.. and i dunno whether there's any chances to meet her liao.. haiz.. i jus hope she is happy ba.. i guess there's lack of communication.. or she dun really wanna tok to mi? haiz.. i dunno...shld i be or nt happy?JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Thursday, March 16, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
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New Step Ahead To Angel
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=x... today nv go sch sia... haha.. c0s.. no lesson... so stay at home do my projek... wee.... finish ETP liaox... last projek... BCM... den everything ends~ yeah.... hehe...today whole day stay at home... oso sian eh.. nth to do ma.. oso nv sms xiao tian shi.. c0s.. i scare i always bother ler.. i gonna bored to death liao la.. find VCD to watch... haha...den abt 6 plus.. go be a pig.. go zz.. haha.. dream of xiao tian shi.. hehe.. wad a gud dream.. i really so xin fu in de dream eh.. haha.. feel full of love and care frm her.. haha~ but is jus a dream nia.. i really dun feel like wake up sia.. hahaha... but gt 1 idiot person cal mi... tmd.. den hang up.. knn... spoil wo de dream... =x haiz...after that go bath lor.. den kip on smile sia mi...i kip on tink of de scene in de dream... haha... i siao ler la... about 10 plus? xiao tian shi sms wo eh.. a friends ferver sms -.-" den i sent her back 1 oso.. den she sent another wan.. haha.. like fight sms sia.. LOL =x... she kinda bored.. so sms wo.. haha... den i accompany her chat... during the sms i found everything changes... she willin to share wif mi her sch days and her life... haha.. i so happy eh... another step ahead... =) she cut off de sms at 10.35pm.. sigh... but nvm ba.. she go sch tml.. she early oso gd.. haha.. i guess i will have a gd slp to nite ba... tata~New Step Ahead~
JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Monday, March 13, 2006
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1st Projek Handed in~
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yea... 2 days nv blog ler hor? haha... hmm.. well.. rushing for my 1st hand in of projek ma.. do for so long.. but den onli 40 sec de animation... WTH~Last nite nv really slp beri well lor.. rushin fer projek.. den kip on tinkin wad to sms her tml mornin.. haiz.. slept for abt less den 3 hrs onli... wah... i damn shag lor... woke up late fer my hand in projek and presentation.. Hairi oso.. haha... den faster go prepare.. den reach MRT station.. i sms hairi.. he still sleepin sia... NB.. WTF... den i waited fer him half an hour.. oh my tian... we really late like hell sia... if i gt her mornin cal which she use to gif mi.. i guess wun be late ler ba?While waitin.. detele and sort all my message properly.. den tink of wad to sms her lor.. hmm... but she no respond? i guess still sleepin...reach sch den many pple present sia.. lucky nt my turn yet... heng sia.. haha... about 5 mins den my turn ler... so pai seh sia.. my projek compare wif other pple.. like shit.... argh~Well... My form teacher is back ler.. haha.. she more slim ler.. haha.. her baby oso hen cute eh... haha.. i feel more secure ler... c0s she come in and take control of wad a form teacher nid to do.. not like tt Alvin YonG~ eat da pian la he... haha... chat alot wif her... den she wanna contribute 100 t0 class fund.. woo~ she wan us to organise BBQ sia.. u see.. so much diff between she and alvin...Today suppose to be ETP presentation.. but i haven do... haiz.. den went to find teacher to change de date... change here and there.. i put in wed ba... i gt more time to do betta slides.. haha... went to interact room fer power session.. means hand de jobs and files to us... waited fer all B.O.D's to reach.. pamela oso sms me... play Dai Dee kip lose eh.. no mood eh.. haha.. den suddenly xiao tian shi sms wo... hehe.. kip winnin liao... haha.. so much diff 5 mins ago and 5 mins after.. haha...so sian.. go home alone... reach home.. den go maple see my item sell ler ma.. den wanna start projek de.. den BUMP~ i go zzz... haha... woke up.. saw xiao tian shi sms wo say she beri sianz... den reply her.. well.. have some prob ba.. i guess i noe all de while why she reply me so short and sometime dun wanna reply ler.. well.. decided to change my ways of typin ler.. promise to change wadever she tink she is happy.. nt bec0s i wan to change.. but is bec0s of myself ba...am i happy or sad? i dunno eh.. half half ba.. at least i get to noe her more abit ler?changin myself bec0s of love~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Monday, March 13, 2006
Friday, March 10, 2006
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Installation Day~
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Yio~ Long day today... heheX.. c0s installation ma... yeah... promote to B.O.D's in Interact Club... Community Service Director... haha... high rank hor? lolx...Today wake up about 8 plus.. den go prepare... wear smart smart go out.. lolx... like go weddin dinner sia... lolx.. reach sch abt 9 plus.. den no 1 sia.. lolx.. do many preparation... rehersal again and again...b4 de actual time start.. sms xiao tian shi... but bo reply mi eh.. maybe already in de camp liao ba... i hope she will take care and eat hao hao in de camp.. hehe... =x.. hope she enjoy too... den go change... wear blazzer... wah kao.. like businessman sia... i gt load at de side.. can go see see... lolx... shuai ma? look so lame sia...2.50... guest all seated... den waitin fer guest of honour and VIP... haha.. we all New Director all stand 1 row sia.. lolx... den take foto.. den when they come.. we all shake hand sia.. my hand sweating.. not nervous.. but beri HOT~! kao... so hot sia.. wanna be roast rabbit liaox... or roast Goldfish...? lolx... den they when in.. den to start all de programme... haha...Last part.. all New and Old B.O.D's sing song sia... de song we sing all of tune de... lolx... dunno why... i oso dunno how to sing sia.. all english song.. as u all noe i dun listen Ang Mo song.. lolx... =x den after that... installation liaox.. old Director wear badges fer us.. wow.. so Proud sia we all.. lolx...At the end of de programme... head to refreshments... lolx... den we all go round de place interact wif pple... lolx.. c0s gt many guest ma.. frm sec sch and ITE pple.. heheX...The Most sianz part...~! Clearing de chairs and places... OMG.. DAMN SHIT~ so hot... clear like siao.. take about 1 hr plus.. de time already 6 liao ler lor... haix... den all head to de Interact Room.. c0s club fund lose eh.. all sit down there figure wad happen... sianz diaox... about 7 plus.. den go home.. Past President ride Motor Sent wo home..Later going Out to Pub and Dinner liaox.. woot.. so come here write..lolx.. well.. i kinda happy today.. is Xiao Tian Shi happy in de camp ma? feel like sharin my happiness to her... hehe.. but too bad.. dunno she gt bring hp to camp bo.. haix.. hao xiang ta.. miss her lots... haix... tata~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Friday, March 10, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
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another heart pain day~
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long day fer mi today man... haha... till 6 plus eh.. den reach home at 7 plus... lolx... some more rainin.. kaox... cannot tah han...usual lor.. go sch slack.. tmd... but at least i go sch see my grp presentation... lolx.. they really a beri gd job sia... mi lei... dunno can make it a not.. haha...today see many pple hand in de flash projek... kao.. i feel my moral go down sia.. all so good... mine so lan sia... haix.. i tink i go redo hao ler la.. feel so down sia...today final rehersal fer installation eh... c0s tml is a big day sia... passin over post to us... every1 is busy wif interact sia... lolx.. some more interact club funds lost 100 over eh.. sianx diaox lor.. i tink tml de dinner nite we pay ourself... na bei... haix.. i oso dunno gg a not.. c0s i wanna poke liaox ler...whole day... xiao tian shi nv sms wo.. haix.. i oso dunno how to start a sms.. finally... i pick up de YONG QI to sms her.. hehe.. askin her eat a not... but it seems like she feel so irratated by mi... frm de way she sms.. den she told mi she wanna slp.. den was like disturbing her.. OMG.. i am sry... c0s i dunno at all.. haix... once a again heart tio poke... shldnt sms her at tt period of time ba.. haix...Hope tml is a happy day for mi ba... interactors.. jia you... hope tml will be successful...=x and... i hope she do take care in de camp... k ba... stop here ler.. i go do my WPB ba...Miss eu, but do eu noe?JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Thursday, March 09, 2006
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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Boring Day~
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dewad a stupid day again wor.. kao eh... go sch fer 2 hr nia... si bei wu liaox... haix... reach sch.. onli go take my blazzer and mark 2 hr de attendance sia.. waste my time ar... nbx...after wpb.. go eat den head to my father hse to take $$ wor.. need 2 pay sch fees... haix.. nw a days my money wanna finish liaox la... i so poor eh. hu gt job intro wo eh... haix... wan to poke liao la...went to EC to cut hair today.. idiot sia.. cut like nv cut... waste my 10 bucks... NBX...!!!! den go buy dye hair de... hehe.. at least nt bad la.. can see de colour come out.. hehe... tml go take foto.. den can see de colour liaox.. lolx.. i siao ler la..today... angel sms wo... well.. dun quarell ler la.. my tag board become quarell de place eh.. lolx.. sry guys.. my fault wor.. last nite nv slp well.. so sms her till i go slp.. wake up at 8 plus.. wah lao.. i so pig eh... lolx.. den sms her.. but half way she no reply ler.. haix.. but nvm ba.. she might be bz wif somthing else.. still gt de chance to sms ba.. haix...while waitin fer her reply.. i go re do wo de flash projek.. haha.. do liao so funny de.. but heck la.. manything haven done yet... need to touch up de WBP oso.. can si diao ler la..well.. i kinda happy today ba... duno y.. might be de communication? i dunno eh.. tml go sch fer final rehersal... haha.. goona become B.O.Ds liaox.. yeah... gogogo~ Angel... ty.. ty fer become my frien.. really gd liao la... but dun be so xiao qi la.. always angry sia... lolx.. jkjk... but do take care in de camp wor... must eat ar.. if nt wind blow den u lost ler.. like u always lost ur tings like tt.. =X LOL....JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
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Useless Freak~
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today over slp eh... bo lang mornin cal mi eh... i guess hairi oso over slp.. lolx... slp till 12 eh... he slp till 1.30 sia... haha... so nv go sch today liaox... Nv go school.. stay at home slacking lor.. do my projek lor... do till sianz de head to watch Snow Angel (xue tian shi)... sian la.. life so bored eh... tis week installation liaox eh... so bz la.. feel so fark up... haix... xiao tian shi(angel) sms wo... scold wo lame eh.... i feel so shock eh.. wad i do sia? den i sms back say u msg wrong pple ar? she say yea... she scare me eh... like i do somethin wrong again.. anyway i always do something wrong.. started to go see my blog see gt any taggin a not.. wah.. shock sia... some1 post it... her frien... instant sianz1/2.. nv tot she will tel angel... but den.. i saw de next post was "jac"... -.-" sianz diao... feel like my heart tio poke... hao tong.. pain pain de... haix... my blog hen lame ma? den remember she sms mi... say i lame.. nw den i noe.. she nv sms wrong pple.. since its so lame... den i will change my pw... sry makin u feel so pai seh.. i sincerely say i am sry...i dunno wad happen.. my whole day de mood swing off jus like tt.. wad i do i feel fred up.. tok to my bro and friends in msn oso like fark... tis is wad pple cal love? so scary eh... love is a instant death.. is also instant feel wif happiness... sometime i feel.. i dun even stand that 0.01 of chances... do u guys tink so? haix.. i feel so useless... wad a freak... haix...i am a useless freak ~JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Monday, March 06, 2006
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rejected again~
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well.. today life is so bore.. interact whole day sia... nv get enough slp.. c0s last nite doing tis bloggy.. den oso tokin to enard alot... really wanna thank her fer sharin and hearin my saddness... a gd listener...went to sch wif Hairi... same old ting lor. head to interact room.. started to do some stuff fer interact fund raisin.. abt 10 plus... mi and enard went to the store.. siting down there talk lor.. she asked.. "u msg her ler ma" c0s was suppose to ask my angel out de.. but den.. i dunno wad to sms.. den i started to msg her lor.. well.. i am used to her reply.. and i can even noe wad next msg she will reply mi... she told mi she is bz in sch.. so i say gonna msg after her sch ends..after de event.. go back to interact rm.. den wanna do de test tube fer her.. which mi and enard discuss quite a long time last nite... started to sms her wad colour she like.. den she say PINK.. den i started to prepare de gel and stuff... followin she reply mi she goin fer camp on sat... i instant sian1/2 ler.. but wad to do.. no choice.. mit her next time lor...haix.. went fer the tupid installation rehersal... bo liao sia... go there do tis and that.. then end up cancel de whole role play.. den nv tink of wad to do fer tt time slot fer de role play.. than all go home ler.. sianz la.. i feel i gettin fred up liaox.. i feel like leavin interact club...every1 went home.. den was abt 6 plus.. damn dulan... MANY PPLE! omg... squeeze like hell... reach home.. bath ler... den need to start presentation.. so ask maple de stead help mi play lvl..Angel... i dunno wad to do jus to let ur mind tink i jus wanna be ur frien which u used to treat mi as.. i dun ur thoughts that i wanna woo you.. i jus wanna to be ur close friend... even though is jus 0.01%.. but i will try my hard to prove to you... saddness day...JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Monday, March 06, 2006
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My Story Begins On March
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My 1st post fer this blog which i gonna create fer my dear little Angel... well... all de story will started from now on... I cut short de story of how i met my dear angel..
frm de 1st sight of her.. i feel a cute little ger wallkin pass mi at TM.. hesitated whether to get close up de gal and to say.. i wanna know you angel.. in the end.. my friends help.. got their number but not their name.. is was pretty weird huh? they gif their name cal ABC and EFG. hahax.. soon after i sent over a message to EFG? which is my little angel.. well.. we had quite gd chat thru by jus messagin? but i am happy..
everything was quite happy and fine till i started to tink back abt my pass fer my ex angel.. cant ferget abt her and started to do stuff which hurt de little angel which i get to know... but little angel was strong enough to continue waited fer me.. but again and again.. i hurt her heart... started to know more gers? and even i be together wif them... oh dear.. my little angel started to avoid mi..
i started to feel left out... my little angel no longer gif mi any morning calls? no longer askin mi wad am i doin? no longer ask mi to have my meal and even askin mi to take care... time passes.. i started to feel i am in loved wif her.. but den.. everything was too late.. she left me world...
i started to chase her back.. get back the love.. but i guess is useless.. i tired to get close to her by playin her fav game maple story.. but seems it works abit? but in the end i feel she already left my world long ago and she no longer my angel i use to know.. she hv changed... become to a strong ger... which learn to protect herself...
Negative ans was all de while giving mi.. and i am all de while tryin my best to get her back... bec0s i noe i am really deeply in love wif her.. but i was not given any chances to amend wad i done to her... i tryin my best to ferget tis little angel.. but seems like.. i cant... her image kip on flyin towards my view and vision... my thought kip tellin mi not to gif up.. my chances rate of gettin her is jus 0.01%.. well.. i might be meetin her 1 of de days fer de last fotos which is promise mi? i promise to gif her de most memorable and romantic scene in her life... i dun expect anything much.. but jus to show her i will will deeply in love...
To Be Continue......
JinngYi
x|a0`BaO blogged at Monday, March 06, 2006
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Wad You Mean To Me?
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What You Mean To Me You
turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.
When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.
The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A friend is what you are to me!!
x|a0`BaO blogged at Monday, March 06, 2006